What should I say?

Look, I have undergone a lot of thinking

and think that it’s not going to work because of some stupid reasons.

I don’t know why but I really believe that,

it’s not the right time and not the right place, as well.

As what I’ve been saying over and over and over and over again,

I need to sort myself out.

I don’t know what I want, but I’m trying to figure things out.  

I know, and many of us know that,

falling in love or being in a relationship

is one of the most wonderful things in this world.

But, if you can enjoy life by yourself,

then why complicate it by getting into a relationship?

Exactly, I am really enjoying my life now.

And I don’t want to get the risk of having my heart broken.

I mean, for NOW. There’s a time for everything.

 

Hindi naman sa nagmamayabang pero

I didn’t expect na ganito karami ang mag a-ask sa akin,

you know what I mean.

And the fact that I never entertained any of them,

there is this one guy, sobrang kulit.

Lahat ng tao napapagod sa kakahintay

pero I said to him many times, STOP IT.

But, he still prefers to go on. So, hinayaan ko siya.

Sometimes, I feel na sobra na and itong mundo na ginagalawan ko,

is not comfortable for me to breathe on anymore.

Please, do consider naman the decision of others.

Well, it’s up to him.

Pero sana maisip niya din ang feelings ko??

And he should start seeing others hindi lang ako, sana noon pa.

So that he will not end up being so much hurt

and at the same time,

hindi lalabas na nagpapaasa lang ako.

Honestly, pagod na rin ako.

And I don’t know how to deal with it.

Don’t get me wrong, ok?

I’m not a man hater nor a girl na tatandang dalaga.

Oh common!

What I’m trying to point out lang naman is,

huwag muna ngayon.

NOT NOW.

Hope you’ll understand.

 

Every girl has that one boy that she`ll never get over.
That one when you first saw him,
you knew you loved him.

 

I’m one of the TWILIGHTers.

It seems that everyone was so hooked in Twilight Saga. && so I am. I was able to watch Twilight yesterday. It was not certainly a clear copy.  What would I expect in here? There are actually no movie houses here, having Twilight as “now showing“. I really can’t wait to witness the movie. So, I watched it ahead of time. Sad to say, the book was way better than the movie. And I expect then that the movie sequel (New Moon, specifically), would be better than this one. In addition to that, I felt very much unsatisfied, that’s why I’m looking forward to watch that in a better, clearer, && larger screen. && it is more enjoyable, of course, if I will watch that together with my friends.  Good thing is, it will be played a week after next week. Hopefully..

It’s all good.

Last Saturday, we had our practice in PEHM (Beat it dance) kila Api. Out of 11,6 lang kaming nag attend. Well, we just have to consider others who suffered during those times due to the unstoppable/continuous rain. Kaya okaii lang. We stayed there, i think, from 1pm to 7pm. Though, maaga natapos ang practice, we preferred to have some chit chat first. Then, 7pm, we went to Rachel’s residence because Tirso had to get something from her. It was such a mess! kasi maputik ung way leading to their house. kasi nga, hindi tumitigil ang ulan. And what the hell, nung pauwi na kami. Ayun, hinabol kami ng aso. Actually, they only barked at us kaso ang worst thing is, one of us shouts “Takbo!” kaya hinabol kami ng aso. Fortunately, no one got hurt. We’re all running out of breath when again!! Nag brown out. OMG! halos wala talagang makita. We hardly can move kasi may nakwento sa amin si Api before, na something scary in that place din. All girls pa man din kami. Whoa. Thank God kasi dumating Auntie ni Api, so she accompanied us pabalik sa house nila Api. :)) Haha. promise. it was very ridiculous kahit pa we almost die because of that danger. Okaii. Enough said. just want to share one my unforgettable experiences, certainly amidst my high school life.

Successful. why? READ IT.

Hayy. Tomorrow will be Friday.

At the same time, last day of

OCTOBER.

Parang kelan lang.

As in, parang kelan lang.

Hmm. Wait.

Let me share na nga lang.

Ang highlights ng October ko.

(10-24-08, Friday)

Xempre, it all started nung UN Day Celebration.

Aiun.

It was SUCCESSFUL

kasi despite of rushing the

One Act Play,

Nagchampion parin kami.

Sa other categories, ewan ko lang.

Hindi pa inannounce eh.

Pero yung kay KC.

Okaii lang ean girl.

At least, you exerted effort naman in the said event.

8 pm na natapos yung program.

If hindi lang late natapos yun,

Nagbyahe na sana kami, going to Cauayan.

So, naimove nalang kinabukasan.

Since, pagod ako, nakatulog ako agad.

That’s why, nagising din ako

EARLIER than what I’ve planned.

4am dapat, pero 3am pa lang (I think)

Buhay na buhay na dugo ko.

Excited kasi.

What made me feel so?

Teka. You will know later.

(10-25-08, Saturday)

The travel wasn’t too long.

We left Tuguegarao at 5am.

We arrived at Cauayan at 7am.

Kelan? Ngayon. 8 am

Saan? In front of SXMS

Bakit? Reunion daw.

Oh ayan. kita kits.

Exactly, 8: 00 in the morning, dumiretso kami ni Princess

sa house nila Juris.

Pero umalis din kami, kasi hindi pa daw siya nakaligo.

Kaya pumunta kami kila Joy,

since magkapit-bahay lang sila.

Unfortunately, may lakad din xa.

Makikicompete ng quiz bee.

Pero sinamahan niya parin kaming maghintay ng iba sa SXMS.

Tapos, Mark arrived. Then, Richelle. Then, MJ Trinidad.

Tapos, pumunta kami kila Juris.

While waiting there, dumating din si MJ Fabros with his service.

Bumalik kami sa SXMS, andun na pala si Nikko

pati si Jonathan at Jenalyn..

Waaah. Past 9am na. Wala pa ring nangyayari.

We decided, hindi na matuloy ang SWIMMING na sinasabi nila.

Instead, jamming na lang daw sa house nila Richelle.

Pero, nung pumunta kami sa Family Choice to buy snacks, (c/o Richelle)

Tuloy parin daw ang swim swim trip.

So, kami kami lang.

Kalahati lang ng class naming nun ang mga umattend.

Badtrip at first.

Pero okaii lang pala. as long as nag enjoy kami diba?

Sa Bario Italiano kami nagswimming.

May mga sumunod pa nga eh.

Julius and Jerrick.

May mga spin the bottle pa nga kaming nalalaman eh.

Komporme naman ngarud.

Haha. KUTTO nga pati foods eh.

Hay nku. Whatever.

Until 6pm kami dun. Then, next in our plan:

Movie Marathon kila Richelle.

Until 10 pm lang daw mga boys dun,

pero ang girls. mag overnight.

Before that, xempre nagdinner muna.

After that, chit chat saglit.

Hay nku. Habang nagsosoundtrip.

Ung iba jan, mga emo. Regarding on their lablyps.

Most played songs:

This is me by Demi Lovato

Bakit kung Sino pa by Gagong Rapper

In the Air by Flo Rida

Moving on, we watched “For the First Time” at “Unrest”

Natulugan naman ngarud ng iba ung mga movies na un.

Yung iba naman, super nakarelate kila KC at Richard.

Lalo ung isa jan. Feeling niya siya si SETH.

Appow..

Unexpectedly, lahat kami dun sa room ni Richelle natulog.

My goodness! haha. That was really funny.

Instead of 10 pm umuwi. 11 am na sila nakauwi.

Including girls na rin. Umuwi na.

Un nga eh, almost 30 hours kaming magkakasama.

(10-26-08, Sunday)

We thought, un na un.

Kasi, uuwi na kami. 5pm dapat.

Pero, napilitan kaming mag extend ni Princess sa pag stay dun.

Pero, still, that is not yet over.

Nagkita-kita ulit kami 6pm sa CENTRO.

Yun lang. Nanuod ng Championship ng Basketball. (CASA)

OLPCC vs. CNHS

Haha. As if I’m one of the OLPIANS eh.

Nakikicheer latta kami ni Princess ah lol

Buti na lang, panalo sila.

Maaga pa. nagsi-uwian na kami.

Kasi may pasok sila bukas.

Pag uwi ko, nasermonan pa ako ni Grandfather.

Haha. umalis nanaman kasi ako.

Pasaway eeeeeh.

(10-27-08, Monday)

Medyo nalate ako ng gising. 12 am na rin kasi ako natulog.

(Nanood kasi ako ng Horror movie. Kahit mag isa ko lang haha)

Dumiretso na lang kami ni Princess sa Coliseum dun.

CAVRAA Opening kasi.

Tapos, nanuod ng Basketball.

After ng Lunch namin, which is sinagot ni Bryan lahat ng gastos.

Uuwi na kami ni Princess. 1pm na nun.

Bumalik kami sa house namin para kunin gamit namin

Pero, guess what? lol

Hindi nanaman natuloy pagbyahe namin.

. Bumalik kami ng IC para manuod ulit ng PRISAA.

Haha. aiun, xempre.

Nagulat nanaman sila

because akala nga nila umalis na kami ni Cess.

Sabi nga nila, “Nangboboii nanaman kayo!”

Haha. Ladduk nga lang eh.

Yun ang mga kaTALLAWan namin.

Di pa tapos hah.

Around 7pm.

nanuod nanaman kami kila Richelle.

“My BFF’s GF” at “My Big Love”

Umuwi na ung Boys after ng 1^st movie.

Then, the Rest: Claudine, Richelle at Princess.

Pinanuod ung 2^nd movie.

Haha. Natulugan ko nanaman yun.

I dunno if sino nakatapos nun.

(10-28-08, Tuesday)

Actually, akala nanaman ng iba.

Aalis kami ng maaga.

Kaya naman, to their surprise again.

Biglang nandun nanaman kami ni Princess

na nagchee2r sa laro ng Volleyball.

Haha. After nun. Totoo na talaga.

2:30 pm umuwi na kami.

:(

Oh dba? Halos 4 days na reunion.

AKALAIN MO.

Wala sa plano pero tingnan niyo naman,

As if everything ay napaghandaan.

Haha. All I can say is:

“Expect the unexpected.”

May part II pa daw ito.

After graduation, I think.

Sana nga, mas marami na ang aattend.

Para mas bonggang bongga.

Sagot naman ni Julius ang Venue.

Sagot naman ni Jonathan ang Foods.

P.S:

Check out the pictures.

Find them nalang sa friendster albums ko.

Exams then UNO celebration then SemBreak.

Exams are f***ing coming up.

But guys, just relax. Don’t stress yourselves.

But be sure to get well with your exams.

haha :]

 

Look at me. I’m very aware that exams are coming.

Just aware of it.

And I’m feeling kinda relax.

Exams haven’t started yet,

but I’m already thinking what would really happens after it ends.

Of course, UNO celebration.

But what I’m trying to point out is the sembreak.

That’s what I’m longing for.

Actually, I’m pretty excited to spend the sembreak,

though it’s just a week..

 

By the way, sorry for not blogging lately.

Like what I’ve said. I have been busy as hell as week.

 

And oh, today.

We finally present the Aeneid role play in English which was funny, really.

We did err a lot and the director is to blame right?

But I think we did our best though our best wasn’t just good enough.

And due to performing on the scheduled performance day, we will gain additional points according to Ma’am Liz.

Well, it’s just 5 points, but it will really help to have a good score.

The rest, wala lang. It’s so unfair naman kasi,

they were able to watch our play so, they can improve na their performance.

They still have another 2 days to prepare.

Well, well, enough commentary on that matter.

Past is past. Okaii?

 

So, tomorrow.

We are having our GGQ.

What does it mean? Any guess?

 

Well, GRAND GRAND QUIZ lang naman.

Sa Physics uh.

That’s why I’m leaving na. I mean, out na ko.

I’ll review pa kasi, unwillingly. haha

 

Okaii? Goodnight people.

:]

you pissed me off

          I started my day brilliantly though all of us were exposed under the heat of the sun during our flag ceremony early in this morning. We practiced whole morning regarding on the Buwan ng Wika Celebration (on the same day, afternoon). We’re not yet ready, seriously. And I thank God. Our performance, which is supposed to present this afternoon was postponed since it’s already 5pm. We need to go home already and the program shall continue tomorrow. It’s Saturday. Haha. Pahabol lang ah. Do you mind if I share? It’s something that ruined my day. I just want to lessen my madness through this freakin’ blog of mine; through expressing my thoughts and feelings. Ok here. Everything should not be spilled out. If you know who you are, this is for you. What the hell?! You guys MUST be careful on what you say. Have you realized what were you doing that time, which makes me so mad? Oh common! Why in the world would I do that without considering your silliness? (You know what I’m talking about.) Apparently, your common sense would tell you as I think you were all smart enough to get what I mean. Sometimes and most of the times, one MUST be serious. Oh yeah! You can play jokes for us, many people to NOTICE you, am I right? But fool around at the right time, at the right place. You’re not new about how fragile I am, are you? We’ve been together for a long time and you saw how vulnerable I am that I even shed tears swiftly even though the roots were just little reasons. I hope you search out what my point is. I am sadly a mere human; I was upset with that kind of manners. Above all, I am hurt by what I’ve heard.

Meet Edward Cullen

A normal guy would say: “I love you, baby!”

Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now”

 

 

Normal Guy would say: “I think I’m falling for you”

Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

 

 

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack ….go brush it!”

Edward Cullen would say: “Your hair looks like haystack…but I like it”

 

 

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicated to you.

Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

 

 

If you died a normal guy would find another.

If you died Edward would kill himself because life without you isn’t worth living.

 

“Well, I wasn’t going to live without you.” He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. “But I wasn’t sure how to do it–I knew Emmett and Jasper would never help… so I was thinking maybe i would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi.”

 

 

As you left the house a normal guy would say: “Bye. See ya!”

As you left the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me love”

 

He smiled my favorite smile. “Hurry back to me”

 

 

As you come back to the house a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.

As you come back to the house Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you

 

“I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn’t touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home.”

 

 

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.

Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

 

 

While you were both out for dinner a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes of the sexy waitress.

Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

 

 

A normal guy while driving would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.

Edward Cullen while driving would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

 

While far apart in different places a normal guy would say: “I miss you”

While far apart in different place Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you taken half myself with you”

 

 

A normal Guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.

Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.

 

“Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.”

 

 

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.

Edward Cullen buys you a car.

 

 

 

Now, the question is. Is there an Edward Cullen for me? If so, where are you?

 

 

Dear Girls

Ladies ever asked yourself “why are guys so complicated”?

We don’t care if you talk to other guys.

We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys.

However, when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off

It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there.

Also, when we tell you you’re pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freakin’ mean it.

The sexiest thing about a girl is her personality which includes self-confidence.

Let us pay for you! Don’t “feel bad”,

Smile and say “Thank you.”

Kiss us when no one’s watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll like it even more.

You don’t have to get dressed up for us.

If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

Don’t take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don’t talk about how hottt Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney

On the other hand I’m not saying I wouldn’t like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, don’t wait for him to change. Ditch his sorry butt. He’s a disgrace to the male population. Find someone who will treat you with respect and devotion.

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter what you just argued about.

Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the
eyes…and say “I love you

Give the nice guys a chance.

Girls, during a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder.
Guys, lift her chin up and kiss her.

Guys, when she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too… And mean it!

Girls, when you’re both lying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat.
Guys, whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

 

 

 

Today’s Horoscope

Just when you thought you had missed the boat on a new opportunity, you’re proven wrong! Today you can expect a nice surprise that will add some fun to your life — and perhaps even a little bit of romance, too. This is fleeting fun, however. So be ready to grab hold of it and get as much out of it as you can. You’d better be ready to move at a moment’s notice, and toss aside any cautious thinking. You’ll be among friends, so you know things will be fine.
Quite true. aww.

I’ve been waiting for that something to happen. But damn! Nothing happened.

Those eyes, staring at me while I’m ……….** 

…weren’t considered as a little bit romance because for me, it’s not enough.

Oh comm’n!

It was just a constant irritation to my spirit. I am expecting for some MORE!

hahahaha.

answer with Song Titles

So how’s life treating you?
Song:: Nolita Fairytale by Vanessa Carlton
Comments?: because I found some kind of fairytale

Where are you at the moment?
Song:: Somewhere down the road by Nina
Comments?: un na un eh

What’s the best thing about today?
Song:: Love Like This by Natasha Bedingfield
Comments?: kc nga i loved like this

What do you do for a living?
Song:: Realize by Colbie Cailat
Comments?: realize my worth. and realize his worth?

What do you want to do right now?
Song:: The Closer I get to you by MYMP
Comments?: become close with each other. =’c

What do you like doing when you’re drunk?
Song:: Do it well by JLo
Comments?: though drunk, i hope i’m still well

What would you like to say to that special someone?
Song:: Do You know what it feels like by Enrique I.
Comments?: ano, alam mo ba???

What do you say to people who try to put you down?
Song:: Burnin’ Up by Jonas Brothers
Comments?: Go to hell..!

What’s your opinion on society today?
Song:: So perfect by MYMP
Comments?: in Opposite!

What do you really want to say to President GMA?
Song:: What time is it? by HSM
Comments?: hay nqouh. 2008 na, d prn nagprogress country nten

What did you dream about last night?
Song:: Crazy Love by Kim Chiu
Comments?: naka2baliw kc dream q haha

What are you constantly thinking about?
Song:: Me Love by Sean
Comments?: xempre. my labb

How do you let out your anger?
Song:: Take a Bow by Rihanna
Comments?: wla ng iba.mag BOW nlng haha

How do you like to waste your time?
Song:: Biglaan by 6cyclemind
Comments?: bglaan kesa dahan2

What makes you so individual?
Song:: Alone by Sarah G.
Comments?: individual nga eh. kea alone

What’s your hidden talent?
Song:: I Got it from my Mama by Will.I.Am
Comments?: haha. genetics na un

What does everyone love you for?
Song:: Real Girl by Mutya Buena
Comments?: im reaL not fake

What do you scream when you come?
Song:: Say it Again by Marie Digby
Comments?: bsta i’ll say it again and again

What are you doing tomorrow?
Song:: Waiting in Vain by MYMP
Comments?: i’ll be waiting for…………

If I gave you pencil and paper, what would you draw?
Song:: Butterflies by JoJo
Comments?: i labb butterflies eh

What was your first love like?
Song:: Clumsy by Fergie
Comments?: awkwardNESS.

And your current love?
Song:: Extraordinary by Mandy Moore
Comments?: he’s different! aww

What’s annoying you right now?
Song:: Empty by Click Five
Comments?: it’s actually NONE

What’s your life motto?
Song:: You first believed by Hoku
Comments?: i can’t explain

What lesson did you learn yesterday?
Song:: One step at a time by Jordin
Comments?: andun n main idea dba?

What is your greatest fear?
Song:: Say Ok by  Vanessa Hudgens
Comments?: to enter that painful world, gets?

What are your friends like?
Song:: Irreplaceable by Beyonce
Comments?: yes. they’re irreplaceable

Where will you sleep tonight?
Song:: Home by Chris D.
Comments?: xempre d2 sa haus

What are you going to do now?
Song:: Catch me I’m falling by Toni G.
Comments?: since i’m falling,  i hope someone would catch me

Anything else you’d like to say?
Song:: Weak by Jojo
Comments?: I can hardly speak. i lose all control.

(answers were from my playlist)