Okay. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18.. OMG! Just 18 more days to go and then summer is over and then school is back. I`m not looking forward to it. Definitely not. Though, the day before our class will start is my birthday. Who on earth ever wanted to go older? Crap! But it feels good having my age being supplement by “sweet”. Get it? Yeah! Few more days to go, sweet 16 na `ko. The question now is how would I celebrate it? Do I even have to celebrate it at all? Because I just realized, ang hirap mag birthday ng June especially before pasukan kasi nga daming gastos! Well, he said that he would treat me on my birthday, at least. Hoho. Sunday naman eh kaya if God permits, masaya `yun. But if it won`t happen, it`s the thought that counts anyway.

But hell, it`s freaking me out! Kinabukasan is June 8. I`m not yet ready but you know, it is inevitable. I still haven`t lost some weight and I feel like a big damn fluff ball. Dammit! Crazy things happened this summer. Boredom, it is all your fault. Huhu :’( My old clothes are tight and it`s depressing. My eating is getting much avoided but I just got no results at all. I`m planning to have some work-outs pretty regular, hoping that my body would soon start responding. Asa! (Anong connect?)

Whoa! New school means another adjustment. Good thing, I`ve got many friends and 2 cousins who will also study in SLU. I just hope we`ll help each other to adjust well. But it would be better if I could meet new friends who will also help me to cope up and fit in. College would be an immense thing or should I say, must be an immense thing for everybody. It`s not a “just-just” which certainly others might think of it. What`s even worse is that I`ve got a hectic schedule. And the worst? My granma`s house where I will stay is very far from my school. It just makes me cynical because I could now imagine myself waking up 4 in the morning during Monday, Wednesday & Friday, and I have to leave our house probably, 1 hour before 7:30 am. It`s very frustrating on my part because I`m a lomag, antukin, tulog-mantika or whatever you may call. That`s undeniable. I`m still just hoping that someday, I could please my Papa to allow me to stay in a boarding house or apartment of course, nearer in my school. (Hi Papa. You`re so handsome talaga! :)) Haha. Whatever!

No wander, freedom is so close now. It is touchable, tasteable. I wish I can make it without my parents` much guidance this time. House responsibilities. House errands. I need to clean my room, wash my own clothes, cook food, wash dishes, and budget my allowance. OhmiGod! I can`t imagine myself doing all of these things on my own. My goodness! Pero kaya lang. Ako pa.

Wth?? I`ve got a long blog today huh? But this is now my cue to stop my drama. Aha. Btw, good morning. :))