what else can I say?
Friday March 06th 2009, 10:48 pm
Filed under: random thoughts

The name is Jean Claudine Epac. I have a lot of nicknames: Jean, Jean, Clau, Claudz or Claudine, either way, I respond to all. I am just an ordinary girl waking up every morning to face this flawed world. I am your usual teenager who dreams of unusual lover. I love to hang-out with my friends. I enjoy getaway vacations and I long for new adventures. I really hate when boredom strikes me. I live to love. I love to sing, to dance, to read and to write. I also love to eat and to sleep. I love to travel and to explore things out of that. I love pink as much as I love blue and white. On the other hand, I hate fighting and contradiction. I hate malevolence and violence. I hate people who treat me like a crap. I am definitely a good girl. I do live a disciplined life even though I grew up not being so dependent to my family. I may be “pasaway” sometimes, but I can still manage my priorities and limitations, as well. I take no unnecessary risks. I always make sure that every decision I make won’t put me to any danger. I always wanted to live my life to the fullest but I can’t. I am not expressive; I usually keep my emotions hidden. Though deep inside, I get mad easily, later some time, I’m already over it. I do cry often. I am vulnerable beyond belief. I can’t imagine how fragile I’ve become. Now, I always try to be strong in order to keep this life going. I am shy, a silent-type of person. Most of the times, my mind is in the air. I might not speak when spoken to. Other times, I talk only to my closest associates. I know my true friends are. I think I’m definitely not numb to identify them. I can comprehend even with that simple gaze. I am quite moody. I might be snobbish or “suplada” at first. Then, you’ll just find out that you misjudged me if and only if you got to know me well. It’s not hard to please me, anyway. I’m understanding and approachable. I am choosy. To tell you frankly, I am a perfectionist. I strive to be content. If I started to work on something, I will truly finish it. I don’t want to have regrets later. But hey! Nobody’s perfect, that’s why I learn from my own mistakes and I learn from my own experiences.





     
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