Sweetest thing I have ever read.
Wednesday February 18th 2009, 6:29 am
Filed under:
craziness
&& this girl, this girl is so different from all the others.
I love every damn thing about her, she doesn’t even know.
She’s so sheltered, you know?
I could name a list of all the things she’s never done, but she’s gone through more
than most people ever will.
I love how incredibly innocent she can be,
but at the same time, she has this wild side
that I couldn’t have imagined existed.
She’s been hurt, but that only makes me want to protect her even more.
No, it makes me want to go and shoot every damn asshole who had the nerve to do that.
I remember one day,
I could hear her breathing..
her eyes were closed,
her tiny heart beating in that beautiful little frame.
I thought to myself
“Baby, if I could wake up this way for the rest of my life, I would always be happy.”
She’s a challenge, a puzzle,and I want to solve her.
I want to figure her out.
I want to understand her.
Maybe then I could figure out
why I’m so crazy about her. And this girl..she hasn’t lived yet.
She’s existed, given her life to other people
who don’t love her, who will never love her the way I do.
I want to take her to places she’s never been before, take her to oceans, mountains, the stars..
anywhere just so I can be there
to see the look on her face when she opens her eyes.
I want to give her the life she’s been missing.
I want to show her the closest thing I can find
to match how beautiful she is,
and when it takes her breath away,
I’ll tell her that is how I feel every time I look at her.
I want to be able to make her forget all about her past, all her mistakes, all her regrets. Break her free from this mindset
that she will never be good enough,
that she isn’t perfect.
She’s the closest thing to perfect I’ve ever seen.
I want to break the chains that hold her back,
because, hell, if this is how amazing
she is locked up..
I want to set her free.
~grabbed from somewhere over there~
something to think.
Monday February 16th 2009, 4:47 am
Filed under:
surveys
1. What do you think Valentine’s Day is about? Do you celebrate it? How?
–Oh. Wrong person to ask. I hate Valentine`s day. I`m not supposed to celebrate this because I am an `Iglesia ni Cristo`. Besides, I have never experienced a Valentine`s day which I actually enjoyed. That`s the fact.
2. If you love someone would you tell him?
–I would if I think that I`m in a right place and in a right time.
3. What is the best thing to do when you like someone but he or she likes someone else?
–Sabi nila ipaglaban mo, pero it`s not the best thing to do. Don`t force him or her because it`s not good. There`s nothing you could do about it. So, look for someone new, perhaps better than him or her.
4. Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
–I am. Being single is happiness.
5. Do you have difficulty telling people ‘no’? Can you give an example?
–Yes. See, I just said Yes. : ) Hell, I just hate to hurt other`s feelings. But when the time comes that it`s too much na, I would tell NO, straight to the point. Bahala ka ng umintindi ng example ko. : |
6. Have you ever said ‘I love you but I`m not in love with you’?
–Not yet. Pero I want to tell this to someone.
7. Do you believe in love at first sight?
–Yes. Every girl has this one boy that when she first saw him, she knew she loved him.
8. Do people asking you too many questions in a row bother you?
–Oo. But for some reasons, it`s better to clarify everything rather than natsi-tsismis pa, nanggagaling pa sa iba, and so on.
9. Why does a rose represent love if a rose always dies?
–It depends. Not all roses represent love. Right?
10. What is your idea of true love?
–It means that love is true. lol. Eto, seryoso na. True love simply waits. There is now the sacrifice and the understanding. Yun na po yun.
Constantly…
Maybe it`s in my fate to alwaaaays live like this.
Life really s*cks.
I now believe that saying, beyond doubt.
I was annoyed and I just need to let this out.
WTH? I’m not supposed to say those things
but I can`t take it anymore.
Now, I want the world to know how much I`ve changed.
I would not let things go above me, if they should not be.
No, no. Not anymore.
Like what I`ve said earlier,
“Tomorrow will be different.“
I said it and I mean it.
Oh, whatever.
Going back.
I`ve got so much blah blah blah this day.
And, hell, I`m so much fed up.
Uh. DUH. I just realized,
How risky I`m putting my identity
into something`s not good.
Well, people who aren`t KASALI
don`t have any hint about this.
But if you do, Oo. IKAW. : )
Probably, you get the point.
It`s over. It has to be.
Let there be no questions.
I guess, it was well said.
It was clearing as much as necessary.
Okaii?
Done.
Enough.
Over and Out,
CLaUDiNE
My palm feels the irritation already,
You might get this.
So, better watch out!
PS:
Asshole, do mind your own.