Look, I have undergone a lot of thinking

and think that it’s not going to work because of some stupid reasons.

I don’t know why but I really believe that,

it’s not the right time and not the right place, as well.

As what I’ve been saying over and over and over and over again,

I need to sort myself out.

I don’t know what I want, but I’m trying to figure things out.  

I know, and many of us know that,

falling in love or being in a relationship

is one of the most wonderful things in this world.

But, if you can enjoy life by yourself,

then why complicate it by getting into a relationship?

Exactly, I am really enjoying my life now.

And I don’t want to get the risk of having my heart broken.

I mean, for NOW. There’s a time for everything.

Hindi naman sa nagmamayabang pero

I didn’t expect na ganito karami ang mag a-ask sa akin,

you know what I mean.

And the fact that I never entertained any of them,

there is this one guy, sobrang kulit.

Lahat ng tao napapagod sa kakahintay

pero I said to him many times, STOP IT.

But, he still prefers to go on. So, hinayaan ko siya.

Sometimes, I feel na sobra na and itong mundo na ginagalawan ko,

is not comfortable for me to breathe on anymore.

Please, do consider naman the decision of others.

Well, it’s up to him.

Pero sana maisip niya din ang feelings ko??

And he should start seeing others hindi lang ako, sana noon pa.

So that he will not end up being so much hurt

and at the same time,

hindi lalabas na nagpapaasa lang ako.

Honestly, pagod na rin ako.

And I don’t know how to deal with it.

Don’t get me wrong, ok?

I’m not a man hater nor a girl na tatandang dalaga.

Oh common!

What I’m trying to point out lang naman is,

huwag muna ngayon.

NOT NOW.

Hope you’ll understand.

Every girl has that one boy that she`ll never get over.
That one when you first saw him,
you knew you loved him.

It seems that everyone was so hooked in Twilight Saga. && so I am. I was able to watch Twilight yesterday. It was not certainly a clear copy.  What would I expect in here? There are actually no movie houses here, having Twilight as “now showing“. I really can’t wait to witness the movie. So, I watched it ahead of time. Sad to say, the book was way better than the movie. And I expect then that the movie sequel (New Moon, specifically), would be better than this one. In addition to that, I felt very much unsatisfied, that’s why I’m looking forward to watch that in a better, clearer, && larger screen. && it is more enjoyable, of course, if I will watch that together with my friends.  Good thing is, it will be played a week after next week. Hopefully..